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[9:54am Friday, January 6th, 2012] |
That is all.
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[10:05pm Tuesday, January 3rd, 2012] |
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Sometimes I think that my lungs are actively trying to kill me. I sound a lot like a 90 year old woman with all of this hacking.
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[2:34am Sunday, January 1st, 2012] |
This holiday always leaves me a bit sad and sentimental. I'm just not good at letting things go, I suppose. But it's been a good year that's been full of bumps, just like any other year. I don't want to focus on the bad when I've had so much go well this year. I've been blessed enough to have spent lots of time with good friends and family and a boyfriend I'm all crazy about. Tonight, I was with my mother and aunt and sister and Jack and all we did was talk and eat and drink and laugh. So I'm not going to do a sad ramble. I am, however, going to wish you fine and lovely people a happy and safe and healthy night of partying and an even better year to follow.
Happy New Year.
I'm going to go cuddle with a kitten and a boy now.
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[10:52am Sunday, December 25th, 2011] |
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[10:03am Saturday, December 24th, 2011] |
Sometimes I'll wake up very late or very early to pee and the kitten will hear me and go flying down the stairs. He often follows me in the bathroom and begs for attention and I get so distracted that I end up sitting on the floor outside my bedroom to play and cuddle for twenty minutes. Animals are so distracting. And cute.
Happy Christmas Eve and happy holidays, you guys.
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[10:49pm Monday, December 19th, 2011] |
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This is a really cool meme. I will eventually hit people up when I am not dead on my feet. Pick one of my characters (past or present) and list up to 3 things/subjects/quotes/etc that you would like me to extrapolate on....AND I WILL EXTRAPOLATE ON IT/THEM!
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[10:16pm Thursday, December 8th, 2011] |
So I had the weirdest interaction with one of my coworkers today. About Glee, of all things.
This guy is probably the happiest of all the technicians in the hospital, always looking on the bright side of life. I told him that I'd watched a recent episode of Glee and then told him that I took issue with some of the things that happened, example: Santana and co. singing "I Kissed a Girl" as though it was actually a lesbian theme. Then I went on to talk about how Glee is Not Good. And coworker flipped. He started arguing with me about how awesome the show is, and how meaningful and well written it is, and how deep the characters are. And I argued back. And somewhere along the way, I realized, we were actually for real arguing.
So we got quiet after a little bit and I said something along the lines of, "Dude, it's okay to like bad things." And he flipped again. And then defended himself by saying how much the show spoke to him as a person. Blaine Anderson is like his favorite character and he's just so awesome for so many reasons. And my response was something like, "That's okay, but that doesn't make it good. I love Grey's Anatomy! Some of the story lines on the show really got to me emotionally. That does not make it good." He raised his voice and fought with me until he was red in the face and then said we just couldn't talk about Glee together. I got really awkward and uncomfortable. And then he huffed off, not talking to me for the rest of the day.
It was so weird. I guess it was just a case of someone getting too wrapped up in a fiction and it happens to everyone, but honestly. Idek.
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[1:16pm Saturday, December 3rd, 2011] |
Just saw an ad for a game that looked pretty rad. Then I looked around at the community and felt an odd sense of deja vu. Then I realized that I have either played at that community or with those people and it was not fun.
Rats.
I'm in the mood for a big multi-fandom reincarnation game.
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[9:39am Monday, November 28th, 2011] |
I couldn't sleep this morning. I woke up over an hour early and felt too hot under blankets and too cold while uncovered and then I was just tossing and turning until I got up and got on my computer. It's a bad omen for the day.
Concerning IRL, I have been playing Skyrim whenever I get a spare moment of time to myself, which isn't really that often. But still, I'm loving this game. I only wish there was a multiplayer option, because how rad would that be?
As far as work and RP are concerned, I'm in a bit of a funk. I'm sure I'll find my way out of it sooner or later. I'm in two games, but I'm a little tempted to just disappear out of both of them. One made me really unhappy recently and the other's just hard to get into. It seems like everyone feels this way about RP lately, though.
Sometimes I feel a bit cut off from people. I don't really know how to make it better, so I just sit back quietly and watch. Like a creeper.
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[12:09pm Saturday, November 12th, 2011] |
This morning is the sort of morning where I want to go on a killing spree and murder all the people. Between noise and cats chagrinning my dazzle and family and a general lack of wanting to do all the shit I want to do, I really just want to hurt people. ALL THE PEOPLE.
( Ordered lists always make me feel better )
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[11:36pm Wednesday, October 12th, 2011] |
Minor annoyance of the day: If I say my character isn't going to do something, he's not going to do something. Please do not try to pressure me into getting him into something he clearly doesn't want to involve himself in. It really would be fun if he did join in, but I just can't think of a way to make him do it IC.
Anyway.
Name me one of my characters, and I'll tell you the inspiration(s) behind their initial conception, whether they be real-life people or fictional characters.
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[11:40pm Monday, October 10th, 2011] |
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- I had a weird moment tonight where a song I've been listening to for the past few days just started playing for some random car commercial. I stopped what I was doing and stared at the tv and wondered if the universe was trying to tell me something.
- I came home tonight and my dad, who I haven't seen in a week and a half, greeted me with, "Hi. So there's a rapist in your neighborhood." Sigh. Yes, dad, and people get jumped and mugged in this neighborhood all the time. I spent half my summer at my aunt's and there was a rapist over there, too. YOUR POINT?
- The past few... days, weeks, etc, have been flying by. I didn't realize that being a grown ass person meant eating mac and cheese out of a box and cereal so damn much. And sleeping from all the exhaustion. Not that I'm really complaining. I suppose I eventually need to get around to looking for a better job. I'll be less tired when I'm not getting home so late and stressing out over clients all day. But I'm just in a comfortable enough place that I can't be bothered yet. My week typically revolves around work. When I'm not working, I'm eating and sleeping. And on my weekend, I'm usually shopping for groceries and doing laundry. This is what they do not tell you about being slightly-more-adult: It's kinda boring.
- I spent the past week watching all of Misfits on Hulu. What really got me into it was this MASSIVELY SPOILERIFIC clip. I'd feel dirty for that, but it was a really hot scene so idc. (I regret nothing!) I really loved the show, though I'm a little confused about the shifting time line. It's making me want to read fanfic, if just to see how people have filled in a few gaps.
- It is my goal to make some pie and possibly some food for Thanksgiving dinner with family.
- Comic Con is almost here. Nerd Christmas is just around the corner! I'm excited.
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[1:42am Thursday, September 29th, 2011] |
My family is awesome. My mom doesn't talk to me or ask any questions about our apartment. My dad just apologizes because I have to live in "horrible conditions" and tries to convince me to move back home.
I am happy and I have a nice place to live and I'm living with this person I am all in love with and they constantly have to harsh my mellow and give me crazy anxiety because they cannot simply be supportive and happy for me.
No one in my family listens. It sucks.
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[1:02am Sunday, September 25th, 2011] |
I think I may do something crazy. Like apply for a HP game.
Me rn:
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[11:09pm Thursday, September 22nd, 2011] |
I really am in the mood for some X-Men gaming. I'd especially love to play Emma Frost or maybe Pietro Maximoff. It'll never happen because good X-Games are so hard to come by and the ones I want to play are typically taken.
Bah.
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[12:10am Tuesday, September 13th, 2011] |
I am writing this post from Hannah's bed.
Jack's up in this room, too.
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[6:35pm Sunday, September 11th, 2011] |
I need a bit of pb help.
When you think of an older man who is both appealing and dangerous, who comes to mind? I'm thinking maybe Jeremy Irons, but I'm not sure. It's a character who'd be very strange but likable but also capable of possibly slitting your throat if you turned your back for too long.
Please share your ideas and thoughts tyvm.
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